You are spread way way beyond your capacity
You come across as straining to the point of popping a blood vessel
You are intimidated, to the bone, by Alan Wallace to whom you could never hold a candle, so just relax, trying to do so, especially with vitriol, exposes your deep weaknesses.
Remain within your means and you will be far more effective.
YOu come across buffoonish in trying to exceed your means
You probably have a fine intellect, don’t overdo it so much. And get more other things besides gorilla type intellect
Some finesse would be really great. That would make your mother proud.
It is likely you got kicked around by academia after the usual emotional injuries in childhood .... now your out and gonna really show em?
Really, if you are going to claim to know something about Buddhism go to a little trouble to learn something about Buddhism instead of swallow another superficial head trip like you have with Theravada watered down and packaged for sale .
Buddhism is about getting underneath the head trip to heal the emotions motivating things, in your case, gratuitous vitriol against another far superior scholar.
We need people of depth. Your phony claim about buddhism make you a joke.